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Fall Sampler 2012

by Casual Friday

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If you had anywhere else to be besides stealing beer at parties, frankly I'd be surprised. But I won't assume, because I already know it's true. Everything that you claim you're into, you're nothing to get attached to. We're trying to find redeeming traits, but nothing ever seems to come to mind. We've circled our brains enough times to know your best excuse is lack of personality. Sink or swim, you're drowning in what's left of your confidence. We're watching you try way too hard. I wish I was brave enough to say this all to your face, but you'll hear it anyways from everyone around you. I'm getting out of this town small enough for two.
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This house is a machine that I don't understand I just live inside it and hope it won't kill me. Wires and windows, lighting and concrete, and piles of blueprints built on monuments and seeds. Someone I've never met built where I put my bed and that scares me to death. There are corners of the room I've never been to. They could house anything, like currents of symmetry. Every exit is an entrance and all the clocks are wrong. If I could say that all these things make me afraid of everything.
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washed out damp and alone shed the stain that I've grown to know it's hard to swallow with your hands around my throat shed the stain that I've grown to know when every inch of you set in I felt the warmth that had been absent I can feel you in my bones washed, ripe, to call your own washed out bored and alone become the stain I've grown to know it's hard to swallow with your hands around my throat shed the stain that I've grown to know when every inch of you set in I felt the warmth that had been absent I can feel you in my bones washed, ripe, to call your own don't wanna push you away, no I don't wanna push you away
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stop it keep walking we're told by, we're screamed at by our instincts, we're gonna lose make your friends and sleep on empty promises comparing battle scars callous your fingers digging tunnels in the earth exploring wormholes breath in a new kind of air just keep your axes with you cause we're gonna build it up and we're gonna tear it down you don't see me when your veins are bleeding out all over pick-pocketed letters she's swallowing folding in under pressure there's bruises on my thighs from beating them with my fists stop it read those same three words articulate sour faces under lampshades spread it around take an eye for an answer making tinder from telephone poles calling all horses to town for the masters of our senses get angry when their trumpets blow nothing but hot air and spit we're making headway sleeping on spikes accepting favors from preachers for pennies and prayers that you've never believed in but you may someday believe it your bitter judgements get me down your better judgement gets me
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I hate everyone that I know, then I wonder “where did my friends go?” Fucking poor me, always suffering. Everyone will let me down, one way or the other. One day I’ll be dead and gone, maybe then we’ll get along? I’m not holding breath, but what do I know? I know nothing.
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Every time I try to call. you never, pick up your phone I'm trying to argue but this is the end. Funny how you still think that we're friends You ask me for one more night. I'm standing my ground and i'm saying goodbye. Because I only ask questions. Please could you give me an answer
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Back to reality, car parked across the street, running red lights on the streets i've not seen for weeks. Six months of six hours a week versus six years of maturity; I don't think you'd trade it, not for anything. I know you're tied up, by your feet. Yeah we messed around and it felt like home, but i'm not one to take mistakes so seriously; so this is new to me.
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The weight is heavy, I know I’m not ready to lift it, been better at letting it go You’re a big school kid with a heart drawn out like a map My ideas are much smaller, my brain is scattered at best I don’t think there’s anything left to know I’m too tired tonight And it goes, and goes, and goes I saw you then, I looked right in your face But you give me half light, the full thing I know it waits I thought I’d see it in the sweet of the springtime [ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/y/young-statues-lyrics/half-light-lyrics.html ] I thought I’d see you, somewhere down the line But I don’t Oh no, I’m too tired tonight And it goes, and goes, and goes I’ll remember you in the best of times Your big school heart and a bottle of wine You can treat me unkind tonight But I won’t let that leave my side I’ll think of you in the summertime I’ll be alright, I’ll be happy tonight
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Can you glance at me one more second, Before you walk out that door? When miles are standing in my way, Feeling like a zombie everyday, Those tired eyes will always get me home. She said "Let's drive like we are the only ones on the road tonight." You don't have to look and hold your breath. Return and you will find me. If somehow I should forget, I'll have this song to remind me. With one hand pinned to your chest And the other grasping mine, Do you swear a solemn oath? Never forget these moments, Never comfort them with lies. Always keep them locked at home. She said "Let's drive like we are the only ones on the road tonight." You don't have to look and hold your breath. Return and you will find me. If somehow I should forget, I'll have this song to remind me. Don't believe a word they say to you When you're feeling less than whole. Don't believe a word they say to you And don't believe a word they say to you When you're feeling less than whole. Don't believe a word they say to you You don't have to look and hold your breath. Return and you will find me. If somehow I should forget, I'll have this song to remind me. You don't have to look and hold your breath. Return and you will find me. If somehow I should forget
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This is an endless amount of elements constructed out of math and other things that I barely understand. I stare from a coast with every intention to seek another destination. It's not about hate, it's not about pain. Just compelling waves of thought that seem to wash over your brain. And they're whispering: "Do the right thing or throw it all away". I just haven't decided if it's across the lake Or at the bottom of it. That wind was something I'll never forget. Every time I feel it move, i'm reminded that It's not about love, it's not about trust. Just being comfortable collapsing on the shores where you wash up. And they're whispering: "Do the right thing or throw it all away". All we are is blood and bones and sometimes a soul. (I'll throw it all away)
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shake shake wont you come and dance with me wild and free now we're on the street young blood come around to make your name shoot for the kill and kill for the fame hey hey they got you on a little roll flying by you're running through the tolls short trip now the top is blowing off long fall once yourself's been lost just say what you mean to say bright lights shining on the other side blind yourself just to live the life youngblood show them what they want to see now I'm you and you're me
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I get lost with you. I dogwalk with you around the block. I get by with you. I get high with you best I can. I'd do anything to make you feel. I wanna cry with you. I wanna die with you once or twice. I wanna lie with you until the pain is through for a while. I'd do anything to make you feel. You must've took me for a walk cause I'm short of breath. You must've stomped right up and scared away my death.
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Lately safety is not an issue There's more concern over questions left unanswered by you No compromise I'll be alright We'll never understand Everything we had But I'll try Faulty wiring has left me fatigued Can't seem to render situations laid before me You cross my mind From time to time There's fear I can't explain Since you went away But I'll try
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It’s the worst part of being home, While I’m sitting all alone and you’re chasing someone else. And you said that I should change my head around, Cause you lost the feeling now. It’s with someone else. I’ll spend my time like I don’t even care. And I wont say anything at all, Although I was always there. I knew love, but where is it? I said that I would turn around, That I would change myself. But you wont work it out. And I watched you run away and forget everything. And forget me. I’ll spend my time like I don’t even care. And I wont say anything at all, Although I was always there. I knew love, but where is it?
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Been thinking of you When I lie Behind closed doors We’re safe for so long Til I can’t sleep by your side Anymore I’d rather waste all of my days Than wait for you to Come and say that you Miss me too It’s just some days The rain can pour harder on me And other days are just a waste To breathe I need help I can’t handle it So I’ll sit And I’ll try To think of another direction To get your attention Wallow in self pity Can’t think of charming words It’s all out of my hands Please Know I’m waiting for you Cause you could still need me I’ve had some harder days Girl I can settle down And it’s just plain to see But what else can I do I’m just a waste of life And a waste of your time Feel the pain Cause I can’t stop from dreaming I gave you a heart to hold And all I got was a fake crush I gave you my heart to hold And all I got was a crush.
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I was a stone, you were a landslide. I was afraid you’d drag me down. You were alone; at least that’s how I found you. Hurt enough to hope that I knew something about being overused, and I do. Are you afraid of the end? Are you afraid of the end of everything? I’m not afraid of the end. No not afraid of the ending of anything. And I won’t take part in this. I could take you apart but it takes so long for me to get you there. I should have known, should have seen you running. Pedal to the floor, eyes set to some new lover’s door. You just couldn’t feel so idle anymore. If this is what you want then say it is. We’re all detachable, nothing’s permanent, you learn to live with it. Are you afraid of the end? Are you afraid of the end of everything? I’m not afraid of the end. No not afraid of the ending of anything. And I won’t take part in this. I could take you apart but it takes so long for me to get you there. Well nothing’s wrong till you say it is and I’ve been off before but not about this. If you’ve been looking for a reason to keep moving here I am. Here it is. Are you afraid of the end? Are you afraid of the end of everything? I’m not afraid of the end. No not afraid of the ending of anything. And I won’t take part in this. I could take you apart but it takes so long for me to get you there.
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dont wanna pick up the phone cause id rather not know dont wanna pick up the phone she said her sister was sick something spread inside of her shes sleeping shes cold like we all will be one day she said her sister was dead i said i understand
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I had you up against the car What were you thinking? With my hands in your hair No sign of slowing down or care I'll leave you out in the sunset To burn it in your mind Do you remember the sunset? Am I a fool for ever wanting you? I had you up against the car Nobody watching In the center of the world Nobody told me you could hurt I'll leave you out in the sunset To burn it in your mind I'll leave you out in the sunset Girl all you need is time Am I a fool for ever wanting you? Am I a fool for ever thinking you're cool? All you need is time To burn it into your memory I'll burn it into your memory
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I never did, I'll never forget The way the veins burst from your hands How you were fighting for breath And holding on when there was nothing left But bitter nights, sleep shivers I can hear your voice still screaming Forever searching for something I wont let you disappear from my life This weight upon my chest "Can you see me?" "Can you feel me?" Like the rivers we once sailed, I can't stop Bitter nights, sleep shivers I can hear you at night You're screaming "You lied! You lied!" "This love was never made for me," So you turn your head and die
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Losing ground and losing faith falling full circle on my face I saw my self cowering down, Opening up I let the emptiness out you said "just be honest to me" I even knew it might set me free but i have no chance in confronting who i used to one day ill open the past up and over analyze just because i cling to you like blood to a wound as if my letting go would be bad for us both My mistakes still echo these four walls and i wont forgive myself for anything The shade of your skin in the jersey twilight oil painted on canvas stops the aching and I still need you (i cant come back from this) and I still hear you ( i cant come back from this) and I still feel you (i cant come back from this) and I will open up(i cant come back from this)
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You made an example of my view from above What I'd rather do and where I'd rather be Lying down caterpillar crawling over me With nothing up to you, right now I would be Lying down caterpillar crawling over me This is what it takes for me to find my way back you see It's easy for me And this is what it takes from me And this all it takes from me With steps, one, two, I'll walk through too
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We water the plants even after they die, waste all our time in the helpless notion of shooting around in blankets of fog, eyes closed, shouting your name to no one. There’s a horror story in here somewhere but we are too apathetic to find it. We can pick out our faults enough to blame our parents, why can’t we blame ourselves? You, only you, can change yourself.

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